I guess if I had to classify my
spirituality I would have to say it's largely Buddhism. That is, if you'd asked
me the question before the end of 2006 I would have replied that I am in fact
a Buddhist.
So, what changed? I realised that Buddhist and Buddhism are
nothing more than labels. We do so love to be identified with a group, don't
we? OK, I might be following Buddhist teachings but my spiritual path is
something I have to find for myself rather than follow a path set out by
someone else. The Buddha himself said as much just before his death.
So, a year later where am i? Well, I still haven't taken up a new teacher. I am
taking some advice I had from Buddhachat
to not rush into selecting a new teacher.
I am still living by the teachings I've had so far, and am currently considering
taking some instruction in Zen meditation technique. This appeals to me because
of the directness of it. I guess (probably wrongly) that it's almost a kind of
minimalist Buddhism in that much of the ritual of Indian, Tibetan and Chinese
Buddhism has been stripped away to leave a core set of teachings and meditations.
That's not to say that there isn't any ritual in Zen, there just isn't very
much of it.
I will write more of my experiences here after I've... er... well, experienced it.

